the ballpoint has run dry ...

pot and kettle

Your answer is to give me treatment
For crying out when you give me pain,
Leave me with no possible remnant,
You poke your knives into my brain, you send me.......... insane.

the bottom line

‎* While you're ignoring her, another guy is giving her attention.* While you're giving her problems, another guy is listening to those problems.* While you're too busy for her, another guy is making time for her.* While you're making her cry, another guy is trying to make her smile again.* While you're not sure if you still want her, another guy already figured it out.

thoughts on irony ...

He took every bad thing that has ever happened to me and used it against me. To belittle and weaken and absolutely crush ... but he never mentioned Jay Rasberry. I wonder why?

losing my love for rollercoasters

It's just not going to happen for me. The best laid plans can turn on you and your biggest dreams amount to nothing when trusted with the wrong people.  I keep fighting for the same, miserable result and it's not worth it to me anymore. Time to accept my lot ... which will ultimately drive me insane. Commit me now - save us all the trouble.

ouch.

Gawd I miss him. So very much this evening. Like all the bad stuff wasn't "so bad" ... but it was. I know this. I just miss him. Alot.

ugh.

What is the opposite of two?  A lonely me, a lonely you. 

~Richard Wilbur

indoor fireworks

thanks for that

No one will ever help me now, because no one will ever see
The sickness and sadness that you so kindly passed on to me.

my mess

It's easy to disappear when no one is looking for you.  The perfect position.  A no win situation.

"I created myself to be on my own but I didn't expect to be alone."

Alone .

the sad truth